Part 13: Old Wounds The light faded and a single Chibi-Usa collapsed to the ground. Usagi wasn't sure what had happened. Carefully she started to approach the child. She stopped a little ways away and crouched down. Usagi couldn't see the expression on Chibi-Usa's face but could tell that her shoulders were shaking slightly. Reaching out she took the bunny from Sailor Venus and holding it out said, "Imouto?" Chibi-Usa's head snapped out, eyes focused on Usagi, and screamed, "BAKA ODANGO ATAMA!!! How could you do that to me?!?!" Scrambling up she knocked the offered toy out of Usagi's hand and started to swing her fists wildly at her. Usagi backed up as fast as she could, away from the sudden and violent outburst. "Gomen, I didn't mean to!" Usagi pleaded. "Didn't mean to?! You BAKA ODANGO ATAMA! You split me in two pieces and... and... Do you know what `I' was going to do!?!?" The terrible image of seeing her evil self telling her what she would do to `their' parents played over in her mind. Chibi-Usa continued her tirade while going after Usagi. Chibi-Usa had Usagi backed up into a corner now, cowering. "Now just hold on a second!" the angry voice of Sailor Jupiter started, "Usagi cares about you very much." With that Jupiter grabbed hold of Chibi-Usa and dragged her back a little from the frightened teen. "It's HER fault!" Chibi-Usa yelled pointing to Usagi, "Give me the Ginzuishou and I can get out of this awful place! Away from you, BAKA!" "What... what about our deal?" Usagi said meekly. Chibi-Usa took several deep breaths trying to calm herself down. After a bit she said, "Iie! I can't wait for Rubeus to be finished... I have to go and save my mommy. How were you going to get Sailor Moon to go with me?" Usagi was almost in tears by this point. She really hadn't expected this reaction. Usagi meekly said, "Gomen nasai, Chibi-Usa-chan, I can't give you the Ginzuishou yet. I will once Rubeus is defeated. I promise." "You don't care about Mommy... NONE OF YOU DO!" Chibi-Usa yelled. She struggled to get out of Jupiter's restraining hug but failed, "I have to save her!" "Sailor Moon wouldn't leave Tokyo with Rubeus still around," Sailor Mars said softly. She walked in front of Chibi-Usa, "Sailor Moon would help you and your mommy but she wouldn't leave the city unprotected." Then swallowing a bit of her pride Mars continued, "Too often we require her help to destroy the evil droids." Chibi-Usa seemed to sag in defeat. Jupiter let her down and she just stood there. Someone raised the bunny in front of her face and she pushed it away. "It was a gift, Chibi-Usa-chan. You should keep it." "I'm not a little kid," Chibi-Usa replied. "Imouto, Minako has stuffed animals and she's older than you," Usagi pointed out. This drew an odd look from Sailor Venus. Pounding on Usagi again Chibi-Usa shouted, "I'm not YOUR sister! I'm not even related to you! I HATE YOU!" Grabbing the bunny she pelted back through the park before anyone could do anything to stop her. ****** Chibi-Usa came to an area of the park that had several tall trees surrounded by bushes. Crawling under the bushes she sat down on the ground squeezed the toy bunny tightly and vented her emotions; tears flowed freely now. She wouldn't cry in front of Usagi or the Sailor Senshi. Unseen by the crying child Luna sat in the bushes watching, ****** Usagi was walking home, Her mind was whirling with what had happened. She could barely remember that the Senshi had told her that they'd meet tomorrow after school. "Usagi-chan?" The voice caused Usagi to jump, Usagi wondered, She noticed her mother had a worried look on her face, "Usagi-chan? Are you okay?" "Hai," Usagi replied without meaning it. She really didn't want to talk now; she might start crying. Nothing could bring back HER imouto. "Dear, did you and Chibi-Usa have a fight?" "Hai! Baka Odango Atama here really screwed up," Chibi-Usa's voice interrupted when she came into the house, "You should have seen it!" Usagi winced, Usagi turned and walked up to her room and closed her door. Ikuko was surprised at this new change, "Chibi-Usa-chan, that wasn't very nice. I want you to go apologize to Usagi." "Hai," Chibi-Usa grumbled. "Is that the bunny Minako bought you?" "Hai, Minako said Usagi gave her the money but I don't believe her. Usagi would never buy me anything without wanting something. I think Minako's fibbing to help Usagi." A small frown crossed Ikuko's face as she said, "Chibi-Usa-chan, Usagi DID pay for that. She gave up most of her allowance and offered to do double chores to get more money. I hope you thanked Usagi for buying you that toy?" Chibi-Usa lowered her head slightly and shuffled her feet, "Iie." Hearing the exasperated sigh, Chibi-Usa hurriedly added, "But I will, Ikuko-mama." "I hope so." Ikuko sighed, ****** That night the gulf between them grew wider. Usagi offered to read Chibi-Usa a bedtime story but had the door abruptly slammed in her face. Both girls laid in their separate beds awake thinking about the day. Usagi for her part was now silently crying. She had lost the respect and love from Chibi-Usa that she had so desperately wanted. She had lost her imouto. But the worst thing was... she was alone. Only now was she realizing how much a hole Chibi-Usa had filled; the hole had once been occupied by Mamoru but no more. The thought of Mamoru brought another sob to her. She was going to have to tell Mamoru everything so he wouldn't be mad at Chibi-Usa. It would be her final duty to the imouto she once had. Chibi-Usa was curled up in her bed. She dearly wished she could have been in Usagi's bed. Instead she was in her own, no bedtime story read to her, no reassuring good night hug. The only thing that she had was the toy bunny and the past now gone it represented. Clutching it tightly to her chest, Chibi-Usa started to cry. Chibi-Usa didn't hear the door swing open or the soft footsteps walking over to her bed. The first thing she knew was someone was rubbing her back, Chibi-Usa really didn't understand it. She was angry with Usagi but at the same time she really did hope that it was Usagi. "Chibi-Usa-chan, what's wrong?" Chibi-Usa turned and was shocked. It was Kenji. Dressed in pajamas and a bathrobe he looked like he'd just gotten out of bed. Chibi-Usa's heart sank, not only wasn't it Onee-san but it was Kenji; her mind could only think of one reason why Kenji would be in here and she didn't like the prospect. "Do you miss your parents?" Kenji said softly while lifting Chibi-Usa out of bed and continuing to rub her back. Sitting comfortably on Kenji's lap, Chibi-Usa nodded. Kenji smiled slightly before saying, "I remember when Usagi was little and went to summer camp. She got really homesick but wouldn't let the camp councilor call us." Kenji chuckled slightly, "So the fellow got smart and called us explaining the situation. So we drove up to camp and surprised her. We told her that we just missed her too much and would she come home..." Chibi-Usa sniffled a little before saying, "What happened, Kenji-papa?" "She stayed and wasn't homesick again. All she needed to know was that we still cared about her and that we missed her," Kenji comforted. He had continued rubbing Chibi-Usa's back and it was clear that Chibi-Usa was starting to settle down slightly. Then he laid her back down and quietly left. Chibi-Usa asked herself silently. Sniffling once more she hugged the last remaining symbol of her onee-san and closed her eyes. Soon drifting off into sleep, but it wasn't filled with nice dreams, she saw herself staring back saying over and over again, "I'm going to kill Mommy and Daddy." ****** The next shock to occur to Chibi-Usa was in the morning. She got dressed into her school fuku stopping only once to wonder exactly how she could actually like school. She passed by Usagi's room and an impulse struck her, She reached up, put her had on the doorknob and was about to open it when the door suddenly swung inwards. She was pulled into the room and hit something solid. Usagi stood there already dressed in her school fuku and smiled, "Good morning, Chibi-Usa-chan, did you want me to walk you to school?" "Iie, that's for little kids and I'm big... I wouldn't want you to embarrass me anyway." Usagi winced at that but said, "Okay, fine." Chibi-Usa watched Usagi go down the stairs, ****** Chibi-Usa was thrilled, Usagi had shown up to walk her home. Hiding a smile Chibi-Usa walked up to Usagi and asked, "What are you doing here?" "We have to go talk to Mamoru, Chibi-Usa-chan," Usagi replied. She automatically reached for Chibi-Usa's hand. Chibi-Usa jerked away from Usagi and glared at her. "I'm not going to help you get him back!" "Listen spore, I'll get him back. He told me that you weren't allowed to see him anymore. I have to tell him what happened so that he'll let you visit him again." "Okay let's go," Chibi-Usa conceded but didn't take Usagi's hand. ****** Mamoru answered the door and found the two people he didn't really want to see standing in front of him. "Usagi, I said we were through. I also told you that Chibi-Usa couldn't see me anymore." "Mamoru-kun... I need to talk to you and this isn't about US." Sighing Mamoru let Usagi and Chibi-Usa inside and closed the door. He went and sat down on the couch, crossed his arms, and waited. Chibi-Usa instinctively went to sit down beside Mamoru but was glared down. She instead perched at the end of the couch. Usagi shuffled her feet for a few minutes considering whether to tell everything in front of Chibi-Usa or not. Glancing up she saw Mamoru becoming impatient so she started her explanation, right from the beginning. Mamoru and Usagi were so focused on each other that they failed to notice Chibi-Usa blush every so often. As Usagi described what the evil Chibi-Usa had done Chibi-Usa took on a mortified expression. After Usagi's explanation was done Mamoru sat silently for several minutes. Mamoru heaved a sigh, "Arigato Usagi-san. Gomen Chibi-Usa-chan, a lot of stuff now makes sense." Chibi-Usa happily got up, plopped herself beside Mamoru, and promptly stuck out her tongue at Usagi. Usagi reacted by lowering her head and walking towards the door; Mamoru's voice stopped her though. "Chibi-Usa-chan, you apologize to Usagi." Chibi-Usa couldn't believe it. Mamoru was making HER apologize?! Looking at Mamoru he motioned for her to do so. Getting up Chibi-Usa walked over to stand in front of Usagi and said softly, "Gomen Usagi." Mamoru got up and walked over to Usagi and Chibi-Usa, "Okay Chibi-Usa-chan, let's set a few ground rules..." "Rules?" Chibi-Usa whined out, "I hate rules!" "Rule one... You may only come over here if you come with Usagi or another grown-up that we both know." "Usagi?! A grown-up?" Chibi-Usa asked incredulously. Mamoru ignored the smart mouthed remark and continued, "Rule two... You will be respectful of Usagi. She has treated you with kindness and she is older than you." Seeing Chibi-Usa didn't have any smart remark about that he continued, "Rule three... You will address me as either Mamoru-kun, Mamoru-san, or even Mamoru-chan. You will NOT address me as Mamo-chan." Chibi-Usa didn't look happy at that point, seeing no alternative though, she complied. "Well if that's settled, Chibi-Usa-chan remember supper is at five. If you're late, I'll get into trouble." Usagi started for the door and Chibi-Usa followed, "Mamo-cha... Mamoru-kun, could Usagi stay? Please?" Chibi-Usa blinked, Mamoru looked uncomfortable but the choice was taken out of his hands when Usagi answered, "Iie. I have to go. This is your special time, Chibi-Usa-chan." As Usagi started to slip out the door Chibi-Usa heard her whisper, "Besides he doesn't love me anymore." Chibi-Usa couldn't tell how she felt. On the one hand, she was glad Usagi was gone. On the other, she'd really like to be able to curl up between Usagi and Mamoru and go to sleep. She hadn't slept well last night and what she wanted was warmth, comfort, and security; this was what Mamoru and Usagi could provide. ****** The Senshi meeting was rather subdued. The only real business was how Chibi-Usa was fairing. Rei, as usual, was annoyed when Usagi was several minutes late and told her so in no uncertain terms. "I had to tell Mamoru; he wouldn't have let Chibi-Usa come see him if he hadn't known the truth," Usagi said. There was a shocked silence, even Rei couldn't believe that Usagi would give up a prized bargaining chip so easily. "Boy, that kid sure did a number on you." Usagi just slumped; she didn't have any wish to fight. All she really wanted to do was crawl into a hole, curl up, and watch the world go by. Minako glared at Rei for a few seconds before breaking the awkward silence. "Chibi-Usa said her mother's name was Serenity." "As in `Queen Serenity'?" Makoto asked, eyes wide. "I don't know, Mako-chan, but that's the only Serenity I know of besides Usagi's past self," Minako added. "The probability of Chibi-Usa having a mother named Serenity and having knowledge of the Ginzuishou without any relationship between them and, in addition, is not from the Silver Millennium is practically nil." Ami sighed, "The chance of Chibi-Usa having a mother named Serenity is small by itself." Ami paused to make sure the others were following, "The chance of Chibi-Usa knowing about the Ginzuishou is even smaller. The chance that both occur and they aren't related to the Silver Millennium is almost impossible." "Why didn't you say that in the first place?!" Rei asked. Ami slapped her forehead in disbelief. "Luna, did Queen Serenity have any other children?" Luna looked edgy before saying, "Well... I don't really remember any but it certainly isn't out of the question. It would explain how Chibi-Usa knows about Usagi, the Ginzuishou, and have a mother named Serenity." "That spore my imouto from the Silver Millennium? As if!" A spark of hope in Usagi's eyes told a different story though. Luna hated to crush it but why give her false hope. "I wouldn't worry, Usagi. I can't confirm it and, anyway, Chibi-Usa needing it for Queen Serenity doesn't make sense. Her Majesty died of mortal wounds, once she used the Ginzuishou's full power, it claimed her essence." That statement pretty much squelched any further talk on the matter and the Senshi quietly went home. ****** Later that night found a restless Tsukino home. An arm swung up and found an empty place. Usagi winced a little as her heart ached. She had forgotten that Chibi-Usa wasn't in bed next to her. She had gone to hug the little girl only to find a cold bed. Usagi sniffled slightly, Wanting to hug something Usagi took the pillow that Chibi-Usa had used and hugged it closely to her chest, soft moist tears started to trickle out of her eyes. Luna again wished she could comfort this obviously hurting girl. ****** That morning a hopeful Usagi put the question forth once more, "Chibi-Usa-chan, would you like me to walk you to school today?" Chibi-Usa's irritation at not having Usagi read her a story and not being able to snuggle up and get warm shot down any hope of a civil response. "Iie Odango Atama... I don't need your klutz attacks to kill me." She saw Usagi droop slightly, "Your way of punishing me for being in your room nearly did." Usagi turned angry. She was furious now, "Well fine, you rotten spore, walk to school by yourself!" Usagi pushed Chibi-Usa out of her way and started to pull her door closed. Turning back to face Chibi-Usa, Usagi continued, "And another thing, I don't want to ever catch you in my room again or I'll warm your backside until it glows!" With that Usagi started for the stairs. "Oh yeah! You and what army?!" "What do you know they're back at it again. What a relief!" came Shingo's voice from the doorway of his room. "SHUT UP SHINGO!" came the simultaneous response. Both Usagis glared at each other for a moment and then headed downstairs. ****** Chibi-Usa sniffled slightly and tried to push the swing. It just wasn't fun in the park without somebody watching her. Usagi to Chibi-Usa's dismay had not come to her school to walk her home. Coming to the park Chibi-Usa had tried to play but all she could do was remember the really good time that Usagi and her had when they went to the park. Chibi-Usa unconsciously giggled at the remembered sight of Usagi stuck in the slide, Chibi-Usa thought, even that night was fun. Chibi-Usa tried to ignore the intense emotions of fear she felt when she was threatened to be removed from Usagi's presence but without success. Remembering how Usagi had comforted her after Ikuko had left nearly brought Chibi-Usa to tears. "Would you like a push?" Chibi-Usa jumped at the voice and whirled around, standing there was Minako. This set the tears flowing, She felt herself being picked up and hugged comfortingly. "Chibi-Usa-chan, what's the matter?" "M-Minako-chan... Usagi... Usagi-chan and I are fighting," the child sobbed, "I don't know what to do. Usagi tries to be nice to me but all I do is pick on her." "What do you mean?" Minako asked softly. "She wanted to walk me to school this morning and I said..." Chibi-Usa trailed off while flushing. There was a silence for several moments as Chibi-Usa struggled with her feelings, "I said... that I didn't need one of her klutz attacks to kill me. The way she punished me for being in her room nearly did." "Did you apologize?" Minako asked, Chibi-Usa sobbed once before saying, "I was going to after school but... SHE WASN'T THERE! I don't think she'll listen to me again." "Please don't tell Usagi!" Minako just hugged the sobbing Chibi-Usa and tried her best to console the little girl. Her heart was in pain and the only person that could probably ease it was probably hurting and scared as well. ****** Chibi-Usa was headed for bed, tapping softly on the door she peeked into Usagi's room. Usagi was sitting on at her desk scribbling away, a textbook lay open beside her. As if the thought was a question Usagi said flatly, "Chibi-Usa-san, please leave. I have homework and you aren't allowed in my room." Chibi-Usa's head drooped. She softly closed the door and walked to her own room. The tears weren't long in coming. Picking Rini up she snuggled into bed and tried to pretend that Usagi was there reading a bedtime story to her. Chibi-Usa giggled but it was only short lived. Off in the distance there was a crack of thunder and Chibi-Usa yelped. There was no one there to give her a comforting hug or wipe away her tears. Snuggling under the covers as much as possible Chibi-Usa clutched Rini tightly and whimpered, it was going to be a long night. ****** The next few days proceeded in the same general fashion. Shingo found it pleasing to finally have someone back on his side. Ikuko tried for the most part to ignore it. She figured it was a period of readjustment between the two girls and they were just trying to make up for lost time. However, as the arguing grew more frequent and Usagi's obvious depression deepened, Ikuko's patience wore thin. One afternoon when there was no school Ikuko was in the kitchen trying vainly to read a recipe. Chibi-Usa and Usagi were in the living room and whatever they were fighting about was growing in intensity. Finally her patience snapped and Ikuko marched into the living room. Usagi was near tears on the couch looking dejectedly at Chibi-Usa who was standing confidently, hands on hips. Ikuko paused. Chibi-Usa looked like she was going to say something. "BAKA ODANGO ATAMA, you know you really aren't very smart. You've been working on that math homework for two hours now. Why don't you give up this silly habit? It isn't impressing me any?" Usagi's lower lip started to tremble slightly, she was about to yell at Chibi-Usa when she saw her mother standing in the doorway. Usagi lowered her head just hoping that Chibi-Usa would get tired of tormenting her and go away. Usagi glanced up to see the very angry face of her mother looming over Chibi-Usa, "Young lady, that's just earned you the rest of the day in your room!" Chibi-Usa whirled around to see Ikuko glaring at her, "NANI?! You're grounding ME?" "You'd better believe it! You march up to your room. I'll get you for supper but you won't be going anywhere for the rest of today or tonight so you might as well put your pajamas on." "But... But... you've never grounded me before!" Chibi-Usa protested. "Tsukino Usagi get up to your room... NOW!" With that Ikuko pointed towards the stairs. Chibi-Usa knew that tone; it was one of authority. Scurrying up the stairs Chibi-Usa thought, ****** "Usagi!" Minako called out, "Usagi-chan, wait up!" Usagi came to a halt and waited for her friend to catch up, "Hi Minako-chan, what's up?" "Usagi-chan, are you still upset about Chibi-Usa?" Minako questioned. Usagi's happy expression disappeared. "You should really try and make up with her." "Who wants that spore as an imouto? The pest is just like Shingo, a real royal pain in the butt!" "You're not fooling me, Usagi-chan. You care about that little girl far more than you are letting on. I can see it in your eyes." A pained expression crossed Usagi's face, "Mina! You don't know anything!" With that Usagi took off down the street. Minako was stunned; she'd really struck a nerve. ****** Tuxedo Kamen was perched above Minako's bedroom window. Even though he'd been actively avoiding Usagi, Mamoru couldn't help but notice her depression. He had seen it himself, heard about it from Motoki, and even Chibi-Usa had hinted that there was a real problem. He wanted to know more and now he was listening covertly to Minako and Artemis conversing. "I feel really bad, Artemis. I mean I didn't think that pushing her like that would make her hurt so much!" "Minako-chan, you shouldn't let this bother you. Usagi's is still hurting and you just put a little salt onto the wound by accident. It isn't like she'll hate you." "I know Artemis... I just wish I could do something to help Usagi. What I need is a plan. A plan that even Chibi-Usa would be willing to help with." Tuxedo Kamen had an idea and it was a great opening. Leaping from the rooftop to the nearby tree Tuxedo Kamen only checked to make sure the window was open before diving into the room. He heard Artemis give a mighty yowl as he landed behind the bed. Tuxedo Kamen's head popped up and he was about to offer his apology for the abruptness of his entry when heard a rather strange attack phrase... "MINAKO STUFFED ANIMAL ATTACK!"