The Day After Series
Pieces
By: Jenn Nistor
Disclaimer: The character Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, And Margaret Scully are the property of Chris Carter, Fox, and 1013 productions. They have been used with out permission, no copy right infringement is intended.
Notes: This is a new story in my "Maybe Tomorrow" series. Actually this is a new series following after it known as..."The Day After". But to make those of you feel better, you can call it Maybe Tomorrow IX. If you haven't read the previous stories I think you will be okay. This one sort of stands by its self, or at least it could. It does refer to different things in my other stories, but nothing really important .. . . . . . .
All you need to know is that in 1997 Mulder and Scully were separated, not on very good terms. Three years later they were both called in to investigate the same case, but that didn't turn out well. Scully went back to Memphis and Mulder to DC. The X-Files were then closed and by a chance of fate Mulder was sent to Memphis and pared with Scully. She was depressed, she lost her fiancé, they admitted that they were in love, but never really acted on it. Scully was shot and almost died, Mulder felt like he suddenly lost Samantha.
You may want to read "I Call You by Name" the first in this new series. Also I'm trying a new style. I had a really good idea so I thought I'd try it. Bare with me
Summery: A shallow grave, revealing the remains of a young woman, is discovered outside a small farming community in southern Illinois. Mulder and Scully are called in to investigate, but when Scully discovers the woman's tragic secret she finds herself facing a decision that could changes hers and Mulder's life forever. (Classification X A MSR)
The Days After II: "Pieces" 1/3
a.k.a. Maybe Tomorrow IX
By Jenn Nistor (Jenn6092@aol.com)
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"Defeat,
the power above in which we stand was gained by the others hand.
Pieces and pieces scatter the ground.
Peace is only a single restless sound.
My brothers lie at my feat,
my dreams a desecrate. . . ." -Roberts "A Stone Throw"
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Part One "Fragile Object"
January 18, 2001 '8:18 A.M.'
FBI Headquarters
Washington DC
Scully tapped her pencil lightly on her desk. 'What's taking so long?' she wondered, glancing back at the clock above her desk for the tenth time in the last minute. Skinner had called Mulder in to set the rules and guidelines down for their next case and time was running out. They had a plane to catch at 9:30. There was no way they were going to make it if he didn't hurry.
She was just about to ring Skinners office when Mulder came running through the door.
"Hurry, get your stuff and lets go." he cried, grabbing his jacket of the stand and his brief case off the desk..
"Your one to talk." Scully mumbled. "I've been waiting over an hour for you and if we miss this flight you are going to have to go on your own because I'm not waiting around for the next one." she grabbed her purse and quickly followed him out the door.
Mulder laughed. "Skinner wouldn't shut up. He kept going on and on about my not being disciplined enough and if one things goes wrong I'm going to be facing a long term suspension." he pulled out his car keys. "Finally after he gave me this really long lecture on proper conduct he glanced at the clock and started screaming at me about missing my flight. I swear, I can't win with either of you."
"Listen." Scully paused outside the car. "I asked Skinner to talk to you." she closed her eyes, waiting for his loud outburst, but it never came. "Mulder--?" she opened her eyes and found him grinning. "What? I didn't think he'd keep you over an hour."
He shook his head. "No, it wasn't that. I just think it's funny that you asked Skinner to talk to me and didn't do it yourself. Did you think I wouldn't listen to you."
"The thought has crossed my mind Mulder." She replied, climbing into the passenger seat. "Besides, Skinner asked me if I had any concerns about this investigation and I told him that it might me a little too personal for you."
"Personal?"
She nodded. "Every time we investigate a case like this you end up leaving me behind and doing all the dirty work. I just don't think I'm ready to be left alone this soon after my accident."
Mulder sighed and started the car. "I asked Skinner to take you off this case, but he refused. I won't leave you alone. I may be stubborn but not stupid, I'm still worried about your condition. It's only been two and a half months."
"I know, but don't be over protective. You don't have to go to the other extreme."
"Me be over protective? You must have mistaken me for someone else?" Mulder joked.
Scully smiled and slid down in her seat. "You better speed up or we'll really miss the flight. At this point I don't think it would be such a good idea."
"What ever you say." Mulder agreed and slammed his foot on the accelerator.
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Marybell, Illinois
3:12 P.M.
County Coroner's Office
"Okay agent Scully. She's all ready for you." Dr. Avery said, walling from his office. "When you get finished, write up the report and slip it under my door. I'm going to take your partner and Lt. Hawthorn out to the site where our Jane Doe was found."
Scully nodded and quickly tied her hair back and pulled one the surgical hat. "Is there anything I should be looking for?"
He shrugged. "The woman was pretty beaten up. Most of her teeth were missing, her hair had been pulled out." he led her into the room. "One of her arms was completely severed from the body and well." he motioned to the body. "Any defining characteristics have pretty much been beaten away."
"Ouch." Scully grimaced when she caught sight of the victims body. "This will take me a while. Thank you Dr. Avery."
The doctor nodded and quickly left, leaving Scully alone with the victim. Pulling on her surgical gloves, she picked up the scalpel and quickly opened up the victims chest. She wasn't all that surprised to find every single rib crushed, but as she looked closer she noticed that several of the bones had been replaced with some kind of synthetic bone.
Gently removing a fragment of bone from the victims rib cage, she placed it on a small slide and placed it off to the side. She quickly removed the victims heart and began making her way through the muscle.
"Want some help?" a voice came from behind.
Scully jumped, and stumbled backwards into the arms of a young man whom she guess to be in his late twenties. His long black hair was tied back into a pony tail and his right eye was covered with a black patch. If she hadn't known any better she could have sworn that he was the spitting image of Captain hook in Peter Pan.
"Who are you?" she asked, straightening herself up. "And what are you doing in here?"
The man grinned and extended his hand. "Michael Finch. I'm the county coroners assistant." he pulled on a pair of gloves. "I figured that you'd want some help with this one, so I canceled my almost completely free schedule and jogged on over here to help."
Scully laughed. "Dr. Avery said that you were unavailable to help so I figured I'd be doing this myself." she motioned to the body. "I'm sort of glad I don't have too."
"Is this the Jane Doe they found on the Stevenson property two days ago?"
She nodded and turned back to the victim. "Yes, and so far I've found that several of the bones making up the victims rib cage have been replaced with some sort of plastic bone and the other have been crushed by what I would guess to be some sort of wooden object, possibly a baseball bat."
"Were all of her organs intact?" Michael asked, stepping up behind her.
Scully nodded. "So far, but I've only done her upper chest, I haven't gotten to the lower part of her body." she handed him the scalpel. "Would you mind? I'd like to take a look at the bone fragment."
Michael accepted the instrument and started an across the victims stomach. "So why was the FBI called it?" he asked. "Usually the local police are the officials handling the cases like this."
"Honestly I have no idea." she replied, placing the slide down under the microscope. "Our superior just told us to get our butts to Marybell. This just seems too much like a routine homicide to get us involved."
"What do you mean? Aren't you VC?"
Scully laughed and peered through the small eye piece. "Not exactly." she replied and moved the slide into focus. "Actually Agent Mulder and I work under the VC, but we work in an independent branch."
"Which would be?" Michael asked, pulling aside the skin to reveal a hole the size of a baseball in the victims stomach. "Ouch, Agent Scully I think you should have a look at this."
Scully moved away from the microscope and over to the table. "Was there a bullet entrance or anything?" she asked.
He shook his head. "No, just an ugly purple patch." he winced. "This poor girl, I can't believe that someone would do something like this."
"I see this all of the time. That's one bad thing about working with the X-Files."
"X-Files?"
"Yeah." she turned away and walked back over to the microscope. "That's the division we work for, but usually we aren't called in for cases like this. I still can't figure it out."
Michael made his way to the victims head. "I sure hope you catch the sons-of-bitches that did this."
"Me to--" Scully was about to agree when a thought suddenly occurred to her. "Would you mind if I took over? This is an FBI investigation and I'm not really supposed to be letting anyone else do this."
He nodded and backed away. "No problems. I'll just assist."
"Start sowing her up so I can turn her over." Scully instructed and gently lifted the woman's head. Sure enough there was a small incision in the back of her neck. Careful not to damage what ever might lie under it, she cut away the skin and picked up a probe off the table.
"What are you doing?" Michael asked.
"I'm. . ." she grinned as the probe locked with something. Gently, she extracted the small object and hurried over to the microscope. "Just as I thought." she muttered.
"What? Would you mind telling me what that is?"
Scully motioned for him to keep quiet. "I'm not sure, but agent Mulder and I have been investigating cases of Alien abductions and many times we find small implants in the backs of the so-called victims necks."
"Do you really believe in stuff like that?" Michael asked, peering at the object from over her shoulder. "Some how I don't find that plausible. I mean this is the deadest location on earth. I doubt UFO's would be staking us out."
"I honestly don't know what to think." she turned away. "I'm going to finish this up. You don't have to stay."
"All right, good luck."
Scully smiled and watched him leave. She sure was going to need all the luck she could get.
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9:15 P.M.
Scully yawned and placed her small tape recorder down on the examining table. It had been close to five ours since Mulder had gone to the crime scene with the local authorities, but he still had not called to fill her in on what was happening.
Quickly sliding the body back into the freezer, she finished fill out the papers and hurried out of the room. She was just about to slip the papers under the coroners door when Mulder came jogging around the corner.
"Finished?" he asked.
She nodded. "Yeah, just. How about you?"
He shrugged and leaned back up against the wall. "I don't know. The scene was pretty muddy, it was hard to find much evidence on who the girl was or how she was killed. I was hoping you'd be able to fill me in."
"Well. . ." she motioned for him to follow her back down the hall and into the examining room. "For starters she was one of our governments victims." she he grabbed a small vile off the table and handed it too him. "I found that in her neck, along with synthetic bones in her chest."
Mulder placed the vile back on the table. "What kind of bones?"
"I don't know. The material used wasn't familiar. My guess is that it's some type of plastic. I sent a sample back to agent Pendral in DC. He agreed to analyze it and send us the results when he was finished."
"How about her identity or cause of death?"
"Well, you can rule out natural death and suicide. Every single bone in her upper body was shattered. At first I thought some sort of wooden object caused it, but when I started examining her stomach I found traces of Radium."
"Radium?" Mulder pulled up a chair and sat down to examine the notes.
"It's a white metallic element, deadly in it's purest form. It's broken down into radium chloride and radium bromide and is usually used in the treatment of cancer." she paused. "No one really knew the effects of radium until hundreds of workers started dying from radiation. I was surprised to find the purest form in her body. It just eats away the flesh until nothing is left."
"Then why are we in here?" Mulder asked, suddenly alarmed.
"That's the strange thing." Scully continued. "It didn't seem to be active. I can't figure it out. It reacts with acids and yet it was digested. We're not at any risk."
"So she died from radiation?"
Scully nodded. "That would explain the loss of hair and teeth. The ugly purple bruises and lesions. And it would also explain the disintegration of her bones and some organs. But there was something else too that could be another factor in her death."
"What?"
"I found dirt in her lungs. She was buried alive and suffocated."
"Okay." Mulder stood up. "We know that some one killed her by some how giving her radium and we know that she's not from around here." he paused, taking a quick glance at the photograph.. "She's also got the implant. . ."
"My guess is that our government was testing some sort of shield against these deadly elements and when she finally died they decided to dump her here to stray away suspicion upon themselves. What better way to keep law official busy while they mess around with innocent people right under their noses."
"That sounds about right." Mulder agreed. "Normally I'd say it was something that science couldn't explain, but this..." he shook his head. "this is just too typical to be anything else. There's just something about that woman that is familiar."
Scully nodded and leaned back against the wall. "I know. I still can't figure out why we were called in when the body was found."
"I know. I thought it was kind of strange too, but now I can see why." he paused. "But we were called in before we know any of this so someone with a higher power must have wanted us to find something."
"Like who? One of your trader connections or someone like Cancer Man? Personally I think that we should do some DNA tests and find out who this person is before we jump to any conclusions about her identity. She could have worked in a lab somewhere, exposed herself to the element radium and in order to protect themselves from exposure, the lab dragged her out here and buried her alive."
"Maybe." Mulder yawned. "I don't know about you, but I'd like to go get some dinner then go to sleep. We can get up early and go over all of this again in the morning."
Scully nodded and grabbed her jacket off the chair. "Sounds good, lead the way."
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Crime Scene
10:12 P.M.
"Find it! If anyone finds it we'll all be exposed." the man dressed in a long trench coat cried, as his associates kicked around through the dirt.
"We're looking, but it's impossible." a young man holding a bright torch light cried. "The rain probably washed away all evidence of our existence."
"Find it! Find it now!"
The men continued to look, but after another hour they gave up and headed back towards the car. No one noticed the small pouch lying on the ground under a bush, nor did they notice the fragile object tangled around it.
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The Days After II: "Pieces" 2/3
a.k.a. Maybe Tomorrow IX
By Jenn Nistor (Jenn6092@aol.com)
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. . . . now,
after the battle I have lost,
only pieces remain.
Recollections of the past,
tears of the future.
Faces and friends fly by in a blur as I stand on my ground and give in.
What was once my will is now my death.. . .-Roberts "A Stone Throw"
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::::::The men continued to look, but after another hour they gave up and headed back towards the car. No one noticed the small pouch lying on the ground under a bush, nor did they notice the fragile object tangled around it.::::::::
Part Two "Shattered"
January 19, 2001
8:12 A.M.
Crime Scene
It hadn't been easy for her to get up earlier than everyone else and get down to the coroners office, but she had and now here she was, at the crime scene, looking for something, anything. Mulder had stayed behind to do research on local labs and most of the police hadn't arrived yet.
"Your up early, agent Scully." Michael acknowledged, approaching.
"It's not that early." she replied. "I just thought I'd come down and take a look at the scene."
"I read the autopsy report. Any theories on how she contracted the Radium into her blood stream?"
Scully shook her head. "Nope. I have Mulder checking out local and distant labs. I'm having him look for the ones dealing with cancer treatments and other labs that use radium. It could have very possibly been a lab accident and with the fear that the lab would be shut down they buried her out here."
"But why? Don't most labs take professional measures with things like that?"
"Yeah, but sometimes accidents happen and sometimes they are so terrible that they can't be exposed. When people are afraid or care too much about their work they don't think about the consequences of their actions. If there was some sort of cover-up, I'll make a safe bet that the individuals involved don't even realize that they buried a coworker alive."
"That's an interesting theory, but wh---" he was cut off by a thunder clap.
"Agent Scully!" some one cried, running from a cove of trees.
"Yes?" she quickly closed the gap between herself and the man.
"Some one was here last night." he began. "We've found at least ten different set's of foot prints and two different sets of car tracks."
Scully groaned and glanced around the cove. "Why here? What's so special about this area of the forest? The woman's body was found over there." she pointed to a spot a hundred meters away.
The man shrugged. "We were wondering the same thing. There aren't any footprints near that area. Only here."
"And they weren't here yesterday?"
He shook his head. "No, we had this whole area staked off."
"Okay, let's say that they were looking for something. Maybe evidence against them. Do you think they found it?"
"Probably not. From the way the footsteps mainly stay in one spot I'd guess that they knew where they lost it, but didn't know what or where it was."
Scully sighed and glanced at her watch. "I'm going to see if I can find what they were looking for. I want you to get impressions of all the shoe prints before the rain starts. And just to be safe cover them up with something." she pulled out her phone and quickly dialed Mulder's cellular number.
"Mulder." he answered.
"Mulder, it seems that some people decided to go for a walk through our crime scene." she replied.
Pause.
"Did they find what they were looking for?"
"I don't know. My guess is that they didn't really know what they were looking for in the first place. There are about ten sets of different foot prints and a couple different tire tracks. I have the police making impressions of each shoe imprint and I'm going to get a couple of me out here to help me search for what ever they were looking for. How about you? Any luck?"
"Nope. I can't find anything. There haven't been any reports of labs working with hazardous material and there aren't really any labs in this part of the state. Maybe we're barking up the wrong tree."
Scully considered it a second then shook her head. "You may be right, but I still feel like the answer it here. I almost feel like I'm standing on it."
"Then look down." Mulder suggested.
Scully laughed and motioned to one of the officers to pour the plaster into the impression. "Call me if you find something. I need to start looking before it starts to rain."
"Okay, see ya." with that he hung up.
Scully shoved her cell phone back in her pocket and pulled out a pair of gloves. Once they were on she started to head out of the bush area when something right next to her foot caught her eye. Bending over, she gently pushed aside some leaves and uncovered a small pouch. She was about to open it up when the rain began to fall.
Grabbing her purse, she rushed towards her rental car and jumped in. Once inside the car, she locked the doors and placed the pouch on the dashboard. There was something about the pouch that bothered her. It was almost certainly the object the men had been looking for.
'Call him.' he mind cried. 'Call Mulder and tell him that you've found something.'
'Don't you dare.' another voice in the back of her mind whispered. 'You can't do this to him.'
With shaking fingers she opened the warn leather pouch and as she did a small locket slipped from the folds. Ignoring the object, she poured the other contents of the pouch onto her lap. She wasn't sure of what she'd find or what she was looking for, but it was worth the try.
"Agent Scully!" some one cried, pounding on her window.
She motioned to the other door and quickly unlocked it. A minute later, Michael was seated beside her. "I think I found what they were looking for."
"What?" he picked up the locket off her lap. "S.M." he read. "What else is in there?"
"A cross pendant. A few rolled up sheet's of paper. A key to something and I photogr--" he voice trailed off as she saw what the photo was of.
"Agent Scully?" Michael asked. "Are you all right?"
She nodded and quickly shoved the items back into the pouch. "I need to be going." she grabbed the locket from his hand and wrapped it around the top of the pouch. "I'll talk to you later."
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RM. 238
12:16 P.M.
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Maybe I over reacted when I saw what the contents of the pouch revealed, but I couldn't help but feel spooked. A small cross, one probably worn for protection against her captors, possibly given to her by her family or a good friend. A key. The key that holds the truth to Mulder's search and to mine as well. What is it too, where is it from. What is on the other side of the locked door?
A locket, still unopened, still untouched. It bares the initials SM. Common initials, but haunting ones as well. If only I had the courage to see what the locket held. The power to feel the love the heart bared. It must have been special, something very special to have so wear to it's face.
The papers, still unopened, still unread. What are they? Do they hold the identity of this woman or are they simply another piece to this mystery.
The picture. Pictures don't lie. They preserve the past and in some they preserve the happy memories, in others the sad. The two faces staring at me from the table aren't so unfamiliar. They show the grief I am so familiar to. A smiling girl next to her brother. A small image of black and white. A small memory of the forgotten past.::::
Scully tore her eyes away from her computer and picked up the locket. There was no use in trying to hide her fear any longer. She had to know the truth. For better of worse.
Closing her eyes, she carefully opened the delicate gold heart. 'Look.' she told herself. 'Look and see the truth.'
Slowly her eyes opened to reveal what she feared. She felt heart begin to speed up as she stared at the two frozen images. Tears welled up in her throat and she knew that she could no longer fight it. For there, in the locket were to pictures of two very familiar faces. One was of her partner, the other of his mother and father.
"Mulder!" she snapped the locket closed and buried her head in her hands. "Why now!" she cried. "Why now of all times. Why couldn't we have been three weeks sooner, why? Why now? Why?" her tears fell to the picture and to papers that rested on the table.
After a minute, she wiped the papers and opened them....
Dear Samantha,
Your father has taken you from me and I do not know why.
He has told me that I can write, but how will I know that you
will actually receive this letter? I guess I don't, but I have to
believe. Maybe this is for the best. It will ruin your brother,
God knows it already has. He is so young, but blames
himself. I believe that he'll one day find you. Hopefully alive
and well.
Be happy. Remember that I will always love you.
Do not fear those who have taken you. If harm should happen
to come to you just remember my love and your brothers.
Believe in the power of justice. I will find you someday.
Maybe I'll just pass you by on the street and not realize who
you are. I pray that we will one day be reunited, whether it
be on earth or above. I love you. Remember, if anything just
remember.
Love Always,
Mom
Scully sniffled and picked up the second letter. It dated three years later.....
Samantha,
It has been awhile, but hopefully you got my
last letter. Fox misses you. He has gotten so ambitious
and it's beginning to scare me. His father wants him to
join those who have taken you, but it will never happen. He
won't betray us. Even if there are only scattered pieces left
he will follow them.
He still has that piece of you inside him, so I know that
you are alive and well. If suddenly the piece disappeared
I would be frightened that you'd gone. Keep fighting baby.
As long as you fight they can't take you away again. even
though you are still with them, you are safe.
Happy birthday. It wasn't more than a couple of hours ago
that I was in labor with you. At about this time I was holding
you in my arms, promising you that nothing would ever
separate us. I guess I'm not a very good mother if I
couldn't keep that promise to you.
My husband has left me as you probably know. It's
true that I did love him once, but the darkness stole him from me
and gave him to *them*. Come home to me, Sam. You, my
favorite child. Come home to me.
Love Always,
Mom
Picking up the phone, she dialed the county coroners office. "May I speak to Dr. Avery please. It's urgent."
"Avery." he answered after a minute.
"This is Dana Scully." she began. "I have an ID on that Jane Doe." she didn't know how to do this. She knew that things would work out better if she just denied everything and never told what she knew, but that wouldn't help anything.
"That's great. How did you find out?" Avery asked.
"I found a locket that had her name." she lied. She could hear him shuffling through some papers on the other line.
"Okay, give me name and date of birth if known."
"Mulder." she replied. "Samantha Anne Mulder. Born January 22, 1964. Place of residence Chilmark Massetusis, next of kin: one Agent Fox William Mulder. X-Files case: X42053, now closed." she quickly scribbled case closed on the folder she and Mulder carried around on his sister and tucked it safely inside her briefcase.
Pause.
"Your partner's sister?" he asked.
"Yes, and if you wouldn't mind. Let me tell him. I'd rather be the one to tell him, because I'm going to have to be the one to pick up the pieces when he falls apart."
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3:17 P.M.
Mulder wrapped softly on his partners door. "Scully!" he called. "Scully I got the message that you wanted to speak to me."
"Come in!" Scully called.
Mulder pulled the door opened and walked in. "Scully, you okay? Michael said that you sounded upset."
Scully sniffled and motioned for him to sit down. "I found out who our Jane Doe was." she began. "And I think you need to sit down."
"Scully?" he started to reach out to her, but she shrugged away.
"Just sit!" she cried. "Please! Just sit." she walked over to the desk and picked up the pouch. "You have to promise me that you will act rationally when I tell you this. Okay?"
"I promise. Now tell me."
"I think I just wrapped up the wrong case today." she replied. "But I ended up replacing it with another. You see, I found something out there and on examining the contents I realized that the reason we were called in was because of our connection with this case."
"Connection?" Mulder shook his head. "You're really confusing me Scully."
"Do you recognize this?" she asked, holding out the pouch.
He gasped when she saw what it was. "Where did you get that." he reached out and took it from her. "Scully, where did you find this?" he pulled it open and dropped it's contents onto the bed. "Where did you find this!"
She shook her head and sat down. There was no way to answer that. He was already acting irrationally and she hadn't even told him the news yet.
"Scully! Damn it! Tell me where you found this!"
"In the woods of the crime scene."
"That's not possible!"
"I believe that Samantha was the Jane Doe, Mulder. We haven't done the DNA testing yet, but all of the evidence in this bag was connected to her. I'm sorry Mulder." she stood up waiting for him to say something, but he didn't.
She watched as he dug his fingers into the bed. Blood began to drip from the corner of his mouth as he bit the soft flesh. "Mulder... Mulder stop! Mulder!"
He shook his head and looked up at her. "NO! NO! She's not the one in the forest. She's not dead. Samantha was the one in the forest, Damn it. She's not!." he stood up. "She's not! She's not!"
"Mulder, please. I understand your pain, but don't do this. Let me do the DNA testing. I just need some of your blood and I'll know. We'll know."
"No! No!" he grabbed the pouch and rushed out the door.
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Disclaimer: The character Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, And Margaret Scully are the property of Chris Carter, Fox, and 1013 productions. They have been used with out permission, no copy right infringement is intended.
Notes: This is a new story in my "Maybe Tomorrow" series. Actually this is a new series following after it known as..."The Day After". But to make those of you feel better, you can call it Maybe Tomorrow IX. If you haven't read the previous stories I think you will be okay. This one sort of stands by its self, or at least it could. It does refer to different things in my other stories, but nothing really important .. . . . . . .
This section is full of angst and a little light MSR, but no kissing, sex, or anything of that nature. There will be one or two more "The Day After" story's and in those I will touch up on some things in this one.
The Days After II: "Pieces" 3/3
a.k.a. Maybe Tomorrow IX
By Jenn Nistor (Jenn6092@aol.com)
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"The blood of my brothers lies on this hand
And yet only pieces remain extended in the other.
Pieces and pieces.
Restless and set.
Peace's and Peace's I will never have.
Only the pieces of my peace still stands.
And now as I pause the pieces are collected.
They are gathered and stretched to fit one another.
Pieces and piece of peace."
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::::"Mulder, please. I understand your pain, but don't do this. Let me do the DNA testing. I just need some of your blood and I'll know. We'll know."
"No! No!" he grabbed the pouch and rushed out the door.::::
Part Three "Picking Up the Pieces"
9:18 P.M.
Police Station
"No sir. I don't know where he went." Scully cried. "After I told him my suspicions he acted very irrationally and I believe that he was in danger to himself."
"Agent Scully, you were instructed to keep an eye on him." Skinner said calmly. "I do not like getting calls from my agents telling me that they have misplaced their partner."
"Sir, I did not misplace agent Mulder! He was very upset, I was concerned so I called you. I didn't expect you to jump on the next flight out from DC."
"How upset was he and what did he say when he left."
"Nothing." she replied. "And he was extremely upset. He set himself up in phase of denial. He just left. I couldn't stop him."
Skinner groaned and picked up the phone. "What is his cellular number?"
"That won't help sir. I have his phone." she pulled out the phone and laid it on the desk. "And the car keys." she placed them on the desk as well. "And his badge. I have know idea where he disappeared too. I ran out after him a minute later and he was gone."
"Are you positive that the Jane Doe was Samantha?"
Scully nodded. "Yes, I had Pendral in DC do a preliminary DNA test. They were a match and in reexamining the body I found several distinguishing characteristics that were listed in the X-File. Jane Doe and Samantha are defiantly one in the same."
Skinner sighed and studied the younger agent carefully. "You know agent Mulder better than I do, what would you suggest be done?"
"I don't know sir. Off the record?"
He nodded. "Yes, as a friend what would you do to find him and help him?"
"I don't know. Normally I would give him some time to work out his personal problems, but this time it's different. I'm really afraid that he may harm himself. Personally I don't think he's going to make it on his own now. He needs us. . ., he needs me."
"You care about him a lot, don't you?"
"Yes, more than I should." Scully admitted. "At first he was like a brother to me, but over time he became something that I couldn't live or work with out. I love him and I can't change it. I don't think that I want to change it. He's like the other half of me."
Skinner smiled. He was a bit embarrassed that he was having such a personal conversation with one of his agents, but he didn't care. He was sick of being some one who ordered them around, he wanted to be Mulder and Scully's friend.
"Have you ever told him how you feel?" he asked.
"Yes, but we've agreed that friendship will keep us together longer than being lovers. I respect Agent Mulder and I respect his wishes, so if he wants to leave it at that I understand."
"Your lucky to have a love that can go through so much and still have the power it craves and needs to grow. I won't ever tell anyone about your feelings towards your partner, or his towards you. I don't want to fight with you anymore Dana. It's been a long time and I believe in your abilities now. I'll help find Mulder."
Scully smiled and shifted in her seat. "Thank you. I just need you to know that I will do everything in my power to keep him safe."
Skinner nodded and stood up. "Start searching, I'm going to call on getting funeral arrangements for Samantha. I doubt agent Mulder will be up to doing it himself."
"Okay, thank you again. I'm glad that I called you."
"Find him, Agent Scully. That's all that I can ask is that you find him."
**************
10:30 P.M.
Location Unknown
Mulder sat silently on the bridge over looking the deep ravine. He couldn't help but think how easy it would be just to jump and end everything. He'd known she was dead, but hadn't wanted to believe it.
"Now what?" he asked the night's darkness. "It's over. What have I got left to live and to work for?"
Only one thing popped into his mind. Scully. He needed to live for her, but what did he have to offer. Everything he had dreamed of was gone and everything he wanted was dead. There was nothing to offer.
He stared down at the rocky drop and sighed. "Let me die."
"No." A voice from somewhere behind him cried.
"Sam?" he whirled around, but lost footing and fell to the ground below.
****************
Sometime later
Location Unknown
Mulder opened his eyes to find his sister staring down on him. "Sam?" he tried to sit up, but he was too heavy.
"You don't want to die." she whispered. "You have so much to live for. You need to find out why my father took me away and why you can't give up." she took her brothers hand. "Live Fox, that's all I ask."
"Why did they do it?"
She sighed. "I don't know. People do stupid things. They create you and take you. They use you as their test subjects and never ask for your permission. They never tell you when or how it'll be done or ever why. They just do it and then when they're finished they throw you away like you never mattered."
"But you did matter." he reached out and touched his sisters cheek, gently. "They had no right in taking you from me. They just didn't have any right in doing it. It's just not fair, it's not fair."
"Life isn't fair. Some of us are placed on this earth to suffer while others are given every chance in the world to cheat death and pain." she smiled. "And then their some placed on this earth to search and love, but never find until the suffering takes place."
"Is the truth really out there?"
Samantha nodded and climbed to her feet. Yes, the truth is out there, but you have to find it. I'm no longer your reason to search. Let me be your reason to continue."
"You were always my reason to continue." Mulder whispered.
She shook her head. "No I wasn't your reason to continue. You always felt obligated to your partner to continue. I may have been your reason to start and your reason to search, but never your reason to continue."
"Then what should I do?"
"You need to switch us. Dana needs to be your reason to search and I need to be your reason to continue. With out being sure of what you want everything else is just pieces scattered around with no solution. You need to get everything straight before you can start picking those pieces up."
"I can't go--"
Samantha silenced him by placing a finger over his lips. "No, don't. I have to go."
"Sam!" Mulder tried to keep her there but she disappeared.
***************
Same Time
River Forest
"Mulder, Mulder." Scully shook him gently. It hadn't been easy to track him down, but after a while she had figured out where he had gone and went after him. Only when she had called his name he had slipped.
"Mulder, open your eyes." she was beginning to get scared. It wasn't exactly the warmest night and he had fallen pretty hard.
"Sam..." Mulder opened his eyes to find Scully staring down at him. "Where's Sam?"
"What?" Scully gently helped him sit up. "Mulder, you have to stop this. Samantha is gone. The DNA tests confirmed it. I'm afraid that the victim in the woods was indeed your sister."
He shook his head. "That's impossible, I was just talking to her. She was right he--re." he glanced around then back to his partner. "I swear I was just talking to her."
Scully placed her hand on his forehead. "Maybe you hit your head harder than I thought." she suggested. "You could be suffering from a concussion."
Mulder jerked away. "I'm fine!" he cried. "I'm not crazy, Scully. I was talking to her. I swear I was just talking to her."
"Mulder." she sighed. "You were dreaming. Samantha is gone, this time for good. You can't bring her back."
"I know that it was a dream. . ." he confessed. "But she's not really gone. I still feel her presence around me. I think that I've been searching for the wrong thing all these years and it's finally time to change."
"What do you mean?"
"I guess you were right when you told me that I was just searching for a reason to keep searching. Maybe it's time to start searching for the answers. To search for the reason Samantha died the way she did." he paused. "I need your help. I know that I don't usually ask for it, but I need it."
Scully smiled and placed a hand on top of his. "You know that I'll always help you. We're partners." she leaned in closer. "We're soul mates."
"Soul mates?"
She nodded. "Of course. I don't think we'd be here today if we weren't."
"I really messed up, Scully." he stood up. "Maybe we should just run off together and never set foot in the FBI again."
"And what would that accomplish, Fox Mulder?" Scully asked angrily. "DO you really want to give up just because they are ahead." she grabbed his arm. "Mulder, so Samantha is dead. I understand your pain, I've gone through it myself. But giving up won't help either. You said yourself you saw Samantha. Maybe she was trying to tell you that the truth is still out there. Maybe even closer than ever. Do you really want to let all of that go?"
Mulder shook his head. "No, but I feel like I've lost that part of me that kept the search alive."
"You still have me. I may not be what you want, but you still have me and will always have me. This isn't just your search Mulder. Remember how you once asked me if I've ever wanted something so badly that I kept finding myself drowning deeper and deeper into the depths of it."
He nodded.
"Well, at first your search wasn't mine. I didn't really care about finding your sister or about finding the truth. I guess it was because I was never personally involved. But one day I saw the pain they were causing you and I saw my own pain that they were causing and I decided that it wasn't just your search any more." she took his hand and squeezed it gently. "I want the truth so much that I can feel the evil I'll use to achieve it. I can feel the devils temptation, tugging at my soul. Trying to make me join him in hurting you."
She sighed. She wasn't sure why she was really telling him all of this, but if felt necessary. So much was happening. She was afraid of losing him and he needed to know the truth. He needed to know her truth.
"So yes Mulder, I do want the truth. It's gotten way to personal to want anything less. When they hurt you, they hurt me. You and I, together, need to start picking up the pieces and putting them back together."
"But Sam--?"
"I know, but you have to move on. Take as much time as you need to grieve, but don't let the grief ruin you. I'll be here to help you. You don't have to be alone."
"Will you make arrangements for her to be buried?" he asked. "I don't think I can at the moment. I'm not sure I can do it."
Scully smiled. "Skinner is doing it."
"Skinner?"
She through him a sheepish look. "Ugh-- I was worried about you so I called him. He caught the first flight out and is sitting in the station worried sick."
"Can you take me a back to the hotel. I need to sleep or something."
She nodded. "Of course."
*************
12:45 A.M.
Johnson Cafe
"I was relieved to hear that you found him." Skinner said, sitting down across from Scully in the small booth. "How was he doing?"
She shrugged. "About as well as can be expected. Right when he sat on the bed he was out cold." she sighed. "I was kind of against leaving him alone, but he was so tired I figured he'd sleep for now."
"We don't have to eat here." Skinner suggested. "We can get what ever you want, to go, and you can go back to the hotel."
"No." she shook her head. "I don't think that I can make it back with out food. I haven't eaten all day." she rubbed her eyes and yawned. "This is really getting to me." she yawned again. "Order me something."
Skinner motioned for a waitress to come over and once he was done ordering, he focused his attention on the younger agent. "You look like hell, how are you feeling?"
"My chest has been killing me from all this moisture and I'm so worried about Mulder that I have a severe migraine coming on."
"After this, I want you to go back to the hotel and go to bed. If you want, I'll stay up and keep an eye on Mulder."
She shook her head and yawned again. "That's all right. I'll watch him, I just need some thing to eat."
A few minutes later, the waitress served them their sandwiches and they ate in peace. After they were finished Skinner walked Scully back to the hotel and to Mulder's room.
"Are you sure you are going to be all right?" he asked. "I don't want anything to happen to you."
"Yeah, I'm fine." she pulled out her key and slipped it into the lock. "I'll call you if I need anything."
"Okay, night." he gave her a quick hug of reassurance then headed towards him own room.
Once he was out of view, Scully pushed open Mulder's door and walked in. The room was dark, but she could tell that the bed was vacant.
"Mulder!" she called, flipping on the lights. "Mulder!"
Nothing.
"Mulder!" she called again.
Still nothing.
Rushing to the bathroom she found the room empty. There was no note, nor was their any sign of a struggle. His things remained scattered about the room, but he was gone. Turning back to the hall she quickly rushed to Skinners room and pounded on the door.
Tears clogged her airways and sobs shook her body fiercely. Skinner opened the door just as she collapsed.
"Dana!" he lifted her up and carried her to the bed. "Dana, Dana, what's wrong."
She shook her head. "He--" she couldn't breath. "He--." she tried again but nothing would come.
"He what?"
"He's gone!" she cried. "He left and he's never coming back. I can feel it. He's never coming back."
***********
The End.
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