| I have the test, a mail order
dyslexia test from Direct Learning.
The sudden grip of fear and doubt grabs me as
I open the test booklet. What if I don't have the gift, what if I have just
been fooling my self these last few years? All my newfound self-confidence
starts to wane, then I think "It is just a test, a mail order one at that.
The results don't matter, you know what you can do and you do it well!" Thank
you Ron Davis for starting me down this path of self-confidence!
There are ten or so sub-tests, some I find very
easy, others unexpectedly hard. I do my best to elaborate on all the written
answers, if you could call it writing. I only print and still the legibility
seems poor at best.
I use a word processor for the last part and
struggle not to correct my errors. They want to see your mistakes for the
assessment. I included a story about my struggles in school I had posted
to a dyslexia discussion board. No one had responded to my story on the board,
but it carried a lot of strong feelings and was one of my favorites. I completed
the test and had everything ready to mail before the evening mail
pickup.
A week or less had past when I received an e-mail
from John Bradford, director of Direct Learning. His message said my assessment
was completed and in the return mail. To my surprise he also had wonderful
things to say about my story and wanted to post it on the Dyslexia Online
Magazine site. It still amazes me when people like my writing. Writing seems
so foreign and difficult yet somehow satisfying even without the praise.
I sent John a version of the story as a "Letter
to a friend" and he promptly added it to his site. I felt somewhat less
apprehensive as, surely, if I were not dyslexic he wouldn't put my story
on his site.
It was a Saturday morning when my assessment
arrived. I tore it open like a starving dingo would a wild rabbit, (sorry
about that picture) the other mail lay at my feet on the curb. I wanted to
skim through the report to get to the conclusions but I can't read that way.
As I read slowly through the report word for word. I somehow managed to wander
into the living room and plop my self into my easy chair. It was about the
fourth time, with increasing agitation, that my wife's question as to what
I was reading was finally answered.
I must say the report was more than I expected
and, with minor exceptions, had me pegged to a tee. The report was ten pages
long including three pages of helpful related information and contacts. I
don't believe you will find a better bargain on this type of test. I am not
concluding that distance testing (mail order) is necessarily better than
a one-on-one evaluation.
However I found it quite adequate for my purposes.
The cost of around $150 US is quite a bargain when you consider my son's
last evaluation was in the $1500 dollar range. I must add that my son's
evaluation covered a lot more than this test covers. Things like audio processing
problems, eye tracking problems, and others may not be discovered by this
test. However, with a thorough description of a child with these problems
they would probably recommend other testing. In my own case there was one
such recommendation.
Schools will probably vary in their acceptance
of the conclusions derived from distance testing. Why wouldn't they? They
vary in their acceptance of everything else including the laws. I still believe
it is an excellent start for gaining information. I believe this type of
testing could be used, not only as a first or second opinion, but also as
way to get schools to do testing or even bring about some changes in a child's
IEP. Even though this testing method and test it self has limitations it
is a relatively low cost way to get a diagnosis. The tests all appear to
have been developed by Direct Learning specifically for diagnosing dyslexia
and from my experience they do a good job.
I diagnosed myself as dyslexic about three years
ago . Now with the help of Direct Learning I have professional conformation.
It means a lot to me because we dyslexics have enough self-doubts to deal
with and one less is always better...
Daniel Willemin
E-mail: danwill1@mail.ev1.net
Another article by Daniel
Willemin is
Letter
to an Old Friend in which he describes
his experiences as a dyslexic pupil at school.
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