HERE's a sample LUCID
DREAM JOURNAL ENTRY
((((please excuse the poor English....I
use a ViaVoice speech to text recognition program and it doezzz screw
up every now and then :)
but it makes for easy dream journaling instead of typing/writing
NOVEMBER 19, 1998-----------------------------------------------
New dream:
[went to bed and woke up round-the-
8:00 maybe 830-stay up until 1030 and went back to bed took until about
1139 to go to bed and I slept until about one]
* super super super long lucid
dream . . . Total length at least 40 minutes
. . . had many false awakenings
Probably five or Six
In most of them was in my bedroom,
and one in particular I could hear Sean walking to the apartment. He
was making lots of noise, been loud and I don't know if this was real
or if I dreamed it.
. . . At one point in a disoriented
state, I could feel my body or rather my subtle body. I can rotate around
in circles, like rolling around and around in the same spot. It felt
great to be so mobile yet still have notions of being attached to body.
I had fun doing this for a while
. . . Of all these false awakenings,
most involve me wondering whether I was a really dreaming are not .
It seemed so real it was hard to tell. The technique I seem to use most
to prove to myself that I was dreaming was pushing my finger through
Wall. I would push my finger against a wall, eventually my finger would
slow leak pass through the wall and that I would know for sure that
I was dreaming. Even when I was testing building a reality check, suspected
that I was dreaming. Which probably helped.
. . . One falls a weakening:
I sensed that I was at the computer, sitting at the chair, and leaning
my head and arm on the monitor. . . . I could even feel static zapping
on my arm. yet felt very tired almost paralyzed as if I were sleeping
rested up against the monitor. As I debated whether I was dreaming or
not, as illogical as this situation might sound it was still hard to
tell if I was dreaming or. Eventually I summoned the Energy to stand
and then realized I was lucid in the dream.
. . . And one sequence, I was
walking through the apartment an Gina and Kristy were there. I was trying
to tell them that this is the dream and did my best to prove it to them.
Putting my hands into the walls and grabbing a handful of the plaster
along edge of the wall right in our kitchen and then try to spread it
back on evenly. . . spreading it back on did not work but I told them
not to worry, it would be fine in the morning. These parts were in the
beginning of the long lucid dream sequence. After these and a few other
false awakenings I became firmly rooted in the fact that I was having
a long lucid dream sequence, and this resulted in a common theme in
the following L D ' S. I must have re-entered at least 12 time From
the very beginning to the end when the alarm went off. . . damned alarm!!!
I've been I could've went back in many more times.
This scene revolved around
another land, another dimension, filled with humans yet living in an
alternate reality. I was just walking around exploring the place. Meeting
people and making conversation. Examining the terrain as I walked around,
it seemed very familiar. At one point I was in someone's backyard, and
I don't know if I was being chased or if was following someone. Actually,
I think what happened was there was this kid and he had done something
wrong so I grabbed him and hurled them into the air. After words I was
looking for him to seek he was all right to. I started to climb out
column on to the roof of this House and as I did a black lady came up
to me trying to stop me. I scurried up the post and onto the roof. <
I've been super lucid the whole time> so now I'm on top of this roof,
it's like in addition to the House , like the covering over a deck,
it was it dark leathery Brown, and I was gripping it and it felt similar
to skin. It was not that stable, but I scurried across that and took
leaps to other parts of the House, making my wave around the back of
the House.
. . . I'm in some huge park
, walking around and checking the place out. There's a little stream
that runs along the border of the Park and I find it very curious. As
I walk along its banks, I get the impression that there may be alligators
in it so I keep a watchful eye. At one end of the stream, it gets funneled
into a smaller lane of water. I hopped into the water which is about
knee level. I notice a small alligator skull and then I noticed another.
I picked them up as if I'm going to keep them and get back on to land,
but that I wonder if I should keep them or not to. I go back into the
water and then notice their skulls of many animals, tiger, lion, since
I'm lucid I think that this may be a sign that these are my power animals.
Yet I can't make sense of why they would be here in his I looked more
I see there's lots of stuff littered around the place, and I wonder
if this was some dumping grounds back in the day.
In some setting much like a
city, walking around, exploring a place, flying a little, I meet some
people at attempt to be friends with them. They are very nice. And I
get the urge to explain to them who I am, of visitor to their world,
but I don't want to spook them and have them think that I'm crazy so
I subtly alluded to this. As I'm walking down the street with them,
I notice a few celebrities in the crowd, Gwenth Paltrow and some of
the people from the "friends" show. One of the girls in the group knows
them and I don't really think they are stars in this "reality", but
they have the same names. I tell them to call them and have them hang
out with us. < possibly my animal was hungry? > She beckons them
and they join our group. At this point, we are walking into a complex
like an apartment complex or huge megaplex of dwellings, and I decide
to spill the beans. I explain that I have powers and they are doubting
of me. So as we walk into the complex I use my telekinetic powers to
open the door, but as I do someone is walking in through the other end
and there's a motion sensor so that people I'm with think that it could
have been this guy walking up to the door which set it off. There is
a girl in front of me and she goes to hold the door for me as I mentally
pushed the door away from her hand before she has a chance to, she looks
at me and then begins to wonder. We are now entering the building and
going through a small hallway and then through another set of doors.
I say "Do see that newspaper ?" and as they look to the newspaper which
is in the next hallway, I put it towards me with my mind intention and
catch it in my hands. They are now amazed!! We go back outside and I
tell them that I can also fly and they want to see this or for some
reason I feel the need to show them. So I start running and then jump,
after I jump I slowly start to come back down but then intend to make
it an elliptical upward orbit swirl. I am on way up flying,
I circle around as I gain height to make sure I can still see them.
A circle around to my left and see them far far below on the ground.
I also noticed that many other people on the ground see me, and they're
almost in a panic. People running all over. I sense from my friends
on the ground that I may have just become a danger not to them but to
the others. Now why see that there some objects in the air coming after
me maybe their helicopters, and I realize now would be a perfect time
to practice my flying and get the hell out of there. So I'm and bobbing
and weaving through the buildings. At one point, I realize that if I
can change my weight in this dimension-become lighter than the air-like
helium-I can rise extremely quickly. It seems easier to maneuver this
way than to merely intend to fly up which seems to require force whereas
realizing that you can use the force of their gravity to do it for me
requires no force on my part--just different way of looking at. I ducked
behind a few buildings so no one sees me. I onto the veranda of
a huge building, about four stories from the ground. I scramble into
the building and go through the hallways. I'm in a little room in one
of the hallways that has a washer and dryer and for some reason I open
them up and look inside and then I shut them, but double check to make
sure that they're still running. I walk through some hallways and I
think there's someone there that I know. Then I find myself walking
and wind up in what appears to be some kind of movie theater, a huge
room with multi tiered seating. I go to have a seat and realize the
person I sit near knows me. He sitting a few seats down from me and
looks over at me and gives me and knowing glance. He makes a reference
to me having "Hot hands" and points to his wrist as if I had unintentionally
burned him the last time we were together. I now know that I had some,
yet the actual memory of escapes me just the nuance of knowing this
did have been, perhaps in a previous dream which I didn't remember.
The more I look at him the more I realize how familiar he really is.
I apologize again to him and he assures me that he had forgiven me long,
long ago. He is now sitting across the aisle from me to my left. When
I tell him it's good to be back, and he smiles. Now he's sitting back
to my right again and seems to have more if into a different person
or maybe it was another person, I'm explaining to them how I'm back
and visiting can he /she and seems to be able to relate to me, as he
has now become a woman, dark hair around 30 years old. I say how amazing
it is the I've been here for about 45 minutes so far in she agrees and
seem supportive and understanding.
<I am and have been highly
lucid this whole time. . . Now around 45 minutes, at least subjectively
that's how it seemed> I say to her, maybe you can help me to gain
access to information about people in my world. . . Because I was beginning
to think that this lady was definitely a dream guide. . . She shakes
her head and says no, yet I suspect that she probably could have follow
when she said no I seem not to pursue it that much further. There's
a group of people like seem to be friends with us. Then, someone mentions
something about needing their jackets, or wanting someone to get their
jacket. I go to get it for them and then I realized I could make jackets
for all of them and I look around and find a catalog which has several
different kinds of jackets in it. I take the catalog back to them and
tell them they can pick out whatever jacket they want. But before I
can make them their jackets, the alarm goes off and pulls me back out,
back into my bedroom. I roll over and turned the alarm off as quickly
as I can and try to get back into the dream, but it's too late and I
sense that I should just wake up and write everything down.
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